Today is a new day. I am feeling so lost and unproductive. My mind doesn't seem to be focused on anything. He got the job. They said "We'd love to have you". That's positive! The owners even have a house available to rent. What are the odds on that. He seems really interested in this position. I told him I would follow him anywhere...which is true. I'd just rather move than go look and decide. It's just easier for me to just follow him rather than make the decision. It's hard. I can't seperate my feelings and what a good decision it would be. It's scarry. When we moved here it was an adventure. I had never moved before. It was hard at first. Now 2 years later we are finally making good friends and making a life for ourselves. Then this happens. It sucks. I really am not prepared to do this all again. I know GOD has a plan for us. I have prayed and asked for help. It's hard to see it right now, but he is providing. I have to be thankful for that. Our friends have really rallied behind us. Which of course adds to the sadness. Thankfully we are only a boat ride away and can still see them occasionally. Reallisticly speaking, it will happen for awhile (just like Az) then it will become less and less. Not wanting it to...
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